Extra Little Post

I feel like writing about stuff. I want to say something that has never been said before. It simply isn't possible. I began writing this because I am on a quest to be different than the rest. I want the attention, but without trying to make it seem obvious. I like to think that if I am good enough at something, that I will get noticed and pointed out by people, but that is bull shit. I am doing all of this because I want the attention. I like thinking that I am better than other people. I am not saying that I am better than anyone else on this earth, but I sure as hell love the feeling I get when I believe I am above the rest. I had an idea about what I was going to write about, but now it just seems pointless. I would love if a teacher would get ahold of this paper and pass it around to the other teachers, saying “This guy really has something special here”. But it won’t happen. I am no better than the rest for writing this type of stuff. There are so many other teenagers who have thoughts like me, and many of them can express themselves much better than I ever could. At this point you may be wondering why I am still writing this, knowing that it won’t be special compared to anything else. Well I am banking off of the fact that maybe, just maybe, I could be considered special because I understand that I am no different than the rest, and openly admit it. Speaking of admitting things, I admit that I did feel down before I began writing, and I believe that writing things like this really help and I love doing it. Here’s a random tangent: I don't laugh at the little jokes and things that people find funny throughout the day, like the simple jokes that everyone gets. I have a very different type of sense of humor, and I don’t think I will be able to express how it works through writing just yet. That could be a full 3 page essay to be honest. It is all very interesting to me, but that is for another time. I began writing this to an anonymous audience, but as I kept writing, I realized I was directing it towards Mrs. Burnett. Now that that has been said, I would like to say that you never should've said that you enjoy my blogs. That was what I was going for I guess for the past few blogs. I wanted to grab someones attention knowing that there have been so many other blogs that are just plain boring. In order to knock me down a level again, I made myself consider the fact that there probably already is many different blogs throughout the years that were much better and different compared to mine. I don't like to get too confident because I don't want to just be knocked down eventually, so I do it myself before anyone else can. That isn't true. I was writing that to get a reaction. Sorry. It is just natural to me to say things like that at this point. I realize that this is one super long paragraph, but I am no good at making multiple paragraphs, because I have no clue when I will change topics. Speaking of that, is there any way that I can write something for something cool? I know its a strange question, but I’d love to get to practice writing and have a topic to go off on. Hi Josh Stillman. I know that you will be reading this so I might as well give you a shout out. I guess I am writing this in place of the blog that is due, until I have another main thing to blog about during this month. Hope y’all enjoy this and I apologize for my horrible typing skills.